Just got The Solo Partner in the mail yesterday and finished two chapters. It's just sinking in to another level just how hard this all will be. Saw IC today and she confirmed that transitions and changes are difficult and my resistance to it today is to be expected. It seems so hard to think of being happy and upbeat around WH when I feel like this and vacillating between I can do this or no I cannot. I am working on me and realizing how much denial I've been dishing out. No so dear I'm more angry now!


Me54 WH48
S18 D16
M 22 T 24
EA-PA-EA 2011-2015
Separated 10/14 - 06/15
BD1 02/14
BD2 05/16
BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again
Working on me and liking me again