Look Forward & Ignore the Anger Spew

[rich4j]

All....thx for all your input/advice

And its scary how similar the stories are with the STBX's and WAW/H's...ugh. Yes...she is still a bully and continues to lash out at me about here is what was wrong with our marriage.

I fall into the mental trap of thinking that she actually still cares and is spewing this constantly because she stiil loves me, wants me and is bitter that it didn't work out. Wouldn't she just ignore me if she didn't care anymore? I do snap out of that train of thought pretty quickly though as things usually get nasty or I push on and hit the ignore button in my head after a few days....realizing she is just validating her decision/feelings

The 2 paths/journies are hard and impossible to navigate. (R or divorce/separation) My path has been chosen for me which is the latter and will hopefully be over in the next 2-4 months.

I am continuing to see my IC every few weeks for sanity sake and to try to improve and review my issues that lead to the D. As well as keep my head up. We had to put down our dog and it was so hard heightened by this situation..it just brought up so much in the memory bank and great times with the family/dog. And the upcoming daughter talk about divorce and my move....its like "pile on the monkey".... I just can't wait to come out the other side!