Feeling depressed yesterday and this morning. I'm already on antidepressants. I know I need to be patient but I'm starting to feel hopeless. I've slipped in detaching and want so bad to just go to his room and tell him I'm miserable. I won't tho. I see IC today and Thursday. I'm still GALing and most of 180, but losing heart. I'm way more him focused than I should be by now. Went to alanon last night and cried thru most of it. I was not able to be cheerful when I got home, said I was in a rotten mood and needed sleep and went to bed.
Me54 WH48 S18 D16 M 22 T 24 EA-PA-EA 2011-2015 Separated 10/14 - 06/15 BD1 02/14 BD2 05/16 BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again Working on me and liking me again