I have been keeping up, but short on time to post. You have received a lot of good feedback and very in line with what I would say.
You have now seen why believe nothing she says and only 50 percent of what she does. You are a long ways away from being the change that you need to be. It was only a short time ago that you came back here and shared with us.
Last I saw you indicated AA was not your favorite. So what are you doing about the alcohol issue? You have cut off the women, this is good. What are you doing to fill the needs you thought they were meeting? What other steps are you taking for emotional healing?
I am concerned for you. Your postings sound down and maybe even depressed. I know you are going through a lot, but I am here to support you as you take it one step at a time. Let's do this so you are not looking back to now a year from now wishing you would have done more. Chin up. One foot in front of the other my friend. You can do this.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine