Isn't it cake eating if he gets to do whatever the hell he wants and I don't ask him of his whereabouts or plans?? He royally screwed up my plans today by just "doing his thang" and I'm so thrown and frustrated. Maybe this is what I need to really feel the screw it, he's a mess and I don't have to be thing.

I started to read After the Affair and got really upset and angry in chapter one with the list of things you may be feeling. Rough mood after that.


Me54 WH48
S18 D16
M 22 T 24
EA-PA-EA 2011-2015
Separated 10/14 - 06/15
BD1 02/14
BD2 05/16
BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again
Working on me and liking me again