Today has been a better day. I've forced myself not to dwell on h drama. Or even other think his strange behaviours and the night face stroking etc.

The drs have given me some antisickness meds which are safe in pregnancy. This has helped me get some food down without bringing it back up which is great.

He came home and asked how I had got on straight away. We ate and came up to bed. He slightly spoke, but looked physically exhausted. I wasn't ott, but I was upbeat and friendly.

Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16