I agree with mvgfwd. I still have hope after my D will be finalized that there still is a chance. The positive side is that you can control your actions and rebuild the friendship and hope this leads to rekindling the romance if she is smart and sees change in you. Of she does not someone else will.
H-46 XW-38 T-7 M-6 S-9,8,8,6,4 S 11/30/15, I filed 12/8/15 EA 2/1/16 D dismissed 3/24/16 PA 3/18/16 confirmed 4/22/16 XW files for D 4/1/16 - D final 11/17/16 Finally moving forward...