First post here...just starting to GAL and 180.

[Buxom]

Well, he asked to join me tonight. I knew it. He said, could I slide in beside you in bed tonight?

I was silent for a few beats, told him he caught me off guard and as it was late that we could talk about it tomorrow. He said sure, I guess it's late to talk. Duh!

So I need good dbing words! I'd like to hear his reasons and know not to believe it but I still want to hear if it's his comfort or some remorse. I would like to say, but not sure if I should, that I am thinking and reevaluating my life too and have enjoyed the space I did not ask for. That his continued ea and pa has shaken me up more and more as the new betrayal has sunk in. I'm not sure what I want other than never to be the LBS again.

I find that I am not desperate to have him back at all costs. Living roommates has been fine for me lately. Big shift this week for me. I do not want to scare him off but I don't want this dance to continue either. I will wait for him to bring it up. I would still appreciate suggestions for wording please. Thank you in advance!!