Detachment and the end of limbo, sort of...

[Phoebe]

I want to thank all of you for your kind words and reassurances. It was a pretty rough night and morning, to say the least. I mostly felt numb, but I definitely was incredibly sad and down. I took Xanax after laying awake for a little while last night , and it helped me quite a lot. It's 2 am now, and as of 15 minutes ago, I still have 10 live birds. I remain quite concerned about two of them, but I'm also starting to become cautiously optimistic.

SH, Your virtual presence and positive thoughts are very welcome. I will go try to find the Tedtallk you mentioned.

Blu, yes my L-friend is a very curious part of my current saga. Her has certainly a source of comfort right now.

Ok. Falling asleep again oooops, dropped the phone. Ill take that as a hint to sleep! Good night everyone!