Thanks for your response. This is a list I created - from what I've gleaned from her. Yes, I agree the fear is hers and not mine to deal with. I love the point you make - there is a difference between fear and danger.
We shall see what happens. She has cancelled the MC session as she has to travel with work. I asked for it to be rescheduled not cancelled. I will leave it for now and see what happens with the Dr and if she pursues further sessions or is she gonna drop it.
I'm slowly getting to the point where I'm OK with me. I like the changes I'm making and some good things are happening.
Sandi2 - I'd really like to get your input
M:50 W:53 MR:20 D:21 S:17 S:11 BD-Sept 2015 Suspected PA Sept 2015-Confronted W & OM Dec 2015 Actually EA In house Sep:Jan/16-May 2016 W moved out:May 22 2016 OM-Intro Oct/17-On scene July/Aug 2017