Hi JksD. Thanks for posting. It not I don't appreciate the good times because most of it was good. WW constantly still says she was in love and happy with our R. + M and doesn't know what she's doing Her initial list of complaints has been apologised for by her lots of times now
I loved WW with all my heart and now see I could have been a better H BUT regardless of all that I still feel I've wasted a huge part of my life due to the reasons I gave Sunny.
I'm from a broken home and can't have my parents together at family events They are cordial enough but the tension is horrible so years ago we made sure they don't meet I'm now in that boat with WW and I never wanted to be and feel I wouldn't have been if I had chosen better
I met WW when I was 24 and she was 22. We were together 2 years before she insisted ( ultimatum) that we got engaged and got married 5 years later. We weren't kids and chose a life together as adults. Now we are were we are and it will cause issues until one of us passes. Ive no doubt things will get easier with time but it will never be normal again and that's why the years together were a waste Plenty of good things came out of those years togebter but still a waste in my opinion
