Thank you UR and G. I know I can vent here and the many friends I have would set me straight. I really appreciate u not sugar coating. I love u both very much.

Yes I'm scared shless and excited to have my own business. Today I looked into quotes for health care. They told me to call when I have none? I can always pay for the one I have now for 18 months. The CFO of my current agency will make that happen. She is very sad that I'm thinking of leaving. She told me that if I leave the 100 staff would be devastated.

So again my f...ING brain tells me to put others before me.

I'm at a crossroad and need thinking. I think too much and that's a problem also.

Wish I could shut my brain for a bit.


M 53
D 20
Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24
Together 26 yrs
Married 16
W Filed for D 7/21/11
Served 9/6/11
D final 8/28/12

“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”

John Wooden