Thanks for checking in Feyth! Yea those feelings are gone now. You know how it is... they come and go. Luckily the good days vastly out number the bad days now. I stepped back and re-evaluated what I was doing. I was starting to lose the distancer/pursuer game. So I am back to distance. Went no contact for a weekish until she texted me about marathons (of course she is doing the half that corresponds to my full marathon!). Now back to distance. I feel much better not talking to her much.
Training is good!! I am in tip top shape now and I feel great. Invisalign comes off in a few weeks! I decided to push the tri stuff until next summer. With the new job and marathon training, I didn't have the time. I am hoping to qualify for Boston with this marathon in October! It'll be close. In the winter, I'll work on swimming and then in the spring get going on the bike. You should come up north and do a race! All my new crazy tri friends are doing an iron man at Lake Placid next weekend. I almost went up with them to check it out! Crazy bunch these tri folks. I like it!
I started to poke around an online dating site. Just to check it out. I was happy to see so many women into fitness, running, tri's etc. I'll be fine.
