Sara, you r not harsh and I know everyone here is being helpful in trying to help me on the right path. I wouldn't hurt anyone intentionally so when someone is hurt by me I feel terrible and want to repair. Old and useless habit that I'm trying to break. You are right about mind reading. Spouses do that when we know one another so well but I know that right now, I don't know him at all!
Yes, we are queens and diamonds!! I have been doing so well and ill get back on top of this today. I have a busy day today and tomorrow i'll be all day in the city from 7 am - 9 pm for appointments and supper with my bff. I will read thru all of this advise, guidance and support over and over to help it all sink in. I do reek of desperation and feel it all around me and it's horrible! I need to stop it and heal me and be with my kids. Thanks again to everyone, please keep the info a d ideas for me coming!!!
Me54 WH48 S18 D16 M 22 T 24 EA-PA-EA 2011-2015 Separated 10/14 - 06/15 BD1 02/14 BD2 05/16 BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again Working on me and liking me again
