First post here...just starting to GAL and 180.

[Buxom]

You have no idea what is going on in his head or why he got up early and ran out.
It may have nothing to do with YOU.

Stop imagining what he is thinking.

Cadet, I do get it. It's been a habit of my fixer, codependent style of the last five years. U r right, it may have nothing to do with me. I wish I had left well enough alone last night. I also get that when I try to think of what he's doing and thinking, I'm not focused on me and what I can control. This is such a huge shift in focus and pattern. I try hard and I'm exhausted.