I have felt more detached recently and it's nice. I still get those ' how did this happen ' moments and can't help thinking I've wasted a large part of my life on her but that can't be changed now
RD, just because you aren't together now does not mean the time you were with W was a waste. It absolutely wasn't. You loved each other once, you shared a good life, you made a home, you have beautiful children together. The last couple of years don't negate that.
The 26 years I spent with mr p were not a waste. I don't like how it ended, but it was a good life. The five months I spent with MyNica were not a waste. I came up with a lot of revelations in those five months. Don't re-write.
