A decision has been taken by others above me. I am leaving the international organization and going back home in two weeks. It's against my will but I have not power to change it. The kids flew with STBXW to our home country one week ago for the Summer vacations. They are at my mother's. They thought they would come back to their house, school and friends. They might not. Now is the real deal. STBXW and I will be living one continent away from each other, since she found a job in this foreign land she is starting in September. Now my kids will only have one parent with them. For real. I still cannot process it. I had decided to stay one more year to give my kids their last opportunity of having both parents close by. All of my dear colleagues and friends say that things happen for a reason. One said that we only have one perspective of things, while God has the whole perspective. SH_, I don't know what they are worth, but please keep praying for my family.
Me43 W39 M 12y,T 15y S09,S07 Bomb Jun14 Sleeping separately Jan/Mar15 Share bed Mar/May15 Reconcile Jun15 Aug15 W sais D will happen D told to kids Sept15 W moved out with kids 01 October15