So I saw a therapist last night. Told me my story (as much as one can in an hour). She seemed at a loss-like she didn't see why I wasn't taking steps to end this relationship. She pointed out that when people (in her experience) try to piece a relationship back together, it's because life got in the way of the time together-especially with kids. My husband and I have no kids. Nothing got in the way of use devoting time to our relationship, except for a lack of wanting to. She also pointed out that I am enabling him-I pay the bills and tolerate his lack of employment or contribution to the household because at least the disfunction is familiar. I agree. It's been my way of life since I was an adult really. I've never known anything else.
I have no friends-except for one. Everyone else are friends that are mutual with him. I hope they stay friends. I don't know how to move forwards. I don't know how to ask him for a divorce, and I feel back asking for support here because it seems everyone else is the one who was left behind, rather than the one who initiated the divorce. Any input, or direction? Please?
