I just put in a boundary that we only talk about S until everything is kosher with preschool. I didn't get a chance to call potential IC, I was too busy at work. I really look forward to going, and spilling my guts lol.

I do get a little annoyed when she calls/texts so much, even when it's only about S. When you say she's going to get upset, do you mean angry or sad? I'm doing pretty well when S is gone (I don't really contact much), but when he's with me she contacts me constantly. How was nap, what're you guys doing, did you get him from your parents, what did he eat, I'm going to gym, do you think I'm thin, I had XYZ for lunch, etc.

I'm still just 50/50 or so on whether I want her back. First thought is yes, but then I second guess myself about stuff. I'm happy with my improvements, I just can't really do much when I have S because he requires tons of work. I'm exhausted today, gotta get to bed early!


Me: 35 W: 32
S: 4
T: 6 M: 4
Physical Separation official: 5/21
Currently: DR/DBing, Focusing on me and son

Cheating on a good person is like throwing away a diamond and picking up a rock.