Look Forward & Ignore the Anger Spew

[rich4j]

thx V

Starting to secretly pack stuff up. We haven't had the D7 talk which is coming probably 2 weeks before the move .....

What's cool is I have week from closing to official move so i can bring stuff over here and there. D7 will be on vaca with STBX when I move

But I will take her there to see what room she wants, colors to paint, what we will plant in the garden and keeping fingers/toes crossed she is excited!!!

My inventory list is done. Using it to negotiate what I am taking with me wiht STBX which has not gone well. She actually is so in a fog that she is fighting me on the smallest things. Her BIKE! which STBX has never helped her even with! I move on and will buy her a new bike

We had a "brawl" the other night one a pet topic which turned into a cheating topic. It went so far as her restating all the bad things I did that blew up our relationship. She continues to even mix up how many years this happened! It is now kind of comical...."the last 4 years"....."the last 5 years"...."the last 6 years". I said....can you get this straight??? Is it 4, 5, 6? And went so far as to say I was cheating and having sex with others. I did say I wish that was true as I would be smiling more but :-)

She also shot me a few nasty emails today about the relationship. I had a great email tee'd up to respond back to the spew to defend myself but kept it in the drafts and probably will die a slow death there...