It's hard to take the one day at a time It's hard to let yourself feel the pain
It's hard because it could mean it's over
But....make yourself happy. Make yourself the center of things too when not around your kids. I know "you" seems to be not the focus as its the R and the kids but over time that has to change. I feel the same way...I have been ignoring ME outside of my GAL'ing But even when I GAL i still am not all there.
Get the house to a warm & happy place and things will take care of themselves
Better times ahead
_________________________ Me-48 Spouse-WAW 52 Married for 10 years D7 ILYBNILWY 7/15 Suspect EA/PA 12/15 No confirmation/denial She files 1/2016 Working towards the Big D ...still in progress....