The begining of the rest of my new life? (3)

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SH_, you cannot start to imagine how much your words mean to me.
Thank you so much for them.
Because of you, last Sunday I went to the mass and prayed for all the men and women from this forum who are trying to save their marriages and, if not, to become better persons.
I still have faith, I feel that I will always have faith.
However, now my perspective is different.
I have to conduct my life in accordance with the morals I was taught and with the principles I believe in.
I will however not hope for some divine intervention in my life, I will not ask for a miracle. I will stop requesting for things to become better when I was the responsible for them to be bad in the first place. I will stop asking for other persons' free will to be changed in accordance with my wishes and what would be best for me.
I will accept what comes my way, live with it and move on. I will stop thinking in terms of rewards or punishments.
I will sow what I reaped.
What space in me is left for the Divine I don't know, but I will always believe in a High Power.
I will seek comfort in Him, but will not expect for Him to intervene in my life.

By the way, today a decision is about to be taken by others that will impact lastingly my life and that of my kids.
I want to ask for your prayers and thoughts.