Thanks cadet. I Understand a bit better no from your pov. I guess I thot weekends would be busier with many of us being left behind.
Guess I'm also still in denial of how long this could still take. I've been thru four years with little support and doing so many mistakes that I'm tired.


Me54 WH48
S18 D16
M 22 T 24
EA-PA-EA 2011-2015
Separated 10/14 - 06/15
BD1 02/14
BD2 05/16
BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again
Working on me and liking me again