Recap sitch is in my signature. D filed by STBX in late Jan. Went thru therapy again for a few months prior but she was checked out. Blames me for the worlds problems and that I dissapeared for years and left her lonely. I took ownership for issues in the R but she would not.... Could not confirm but knew there was sometihng going on either EA/PA. To this day she is still denying PA but I know for sure there is one....
I am moving out (which sounds strange doesn't it as most cheaters move out) for the best situation for my d7. -------------------------------
So I am about a 3 weeks away from being out on my own with shared custody D7. It is a strange and lonely feeling packing up stuff and that it is so real right now. Went thru some pictures again and lost it. Such good times and while i know how we got here, not sure why it got here so fast in terms of D except she loves this other guy or just continues to think I am wrong.
The Anger Spew continues. I was controlling , manipulating, absent....etc....and while she continues to deny the PA, I do catch her posting stuff on social media about random articles that seem to validate her cheating. That me being "absent" in her mind and her being lonely is/was license to have an affiar and she is "clean".
Its super hard for me now on the cusp of packing up stuff to not flip back n forth on wishing we were togther and repairing our relationship. But like so many others here there is too much damage done. I want more, I deserve more and would never treat someone I love this way so I try to bury those feelings super deep.
Hoping for a new begging in August!
_________________________ Me-48 Spouse-WAW 52 Married for 10 years D7 ILYBNILWY 7/15 Suspect EA/PA 12/15 No confirmation/denial She files 1/2016 Working towards the Big D ...still in progress....
