Lost at the moment (2)

[lfm]

She has said that she is open to MC, but based on her involvement with the OM, I have held off on that because I feel it would be a waste of time until she can fully commit to figuring us out. I haven't spoken to her about IC, but may try to bring that up as it's something I may look at for myself as well.

All along I've recognized I'm her plan B, but after her comments on Friday, I feel like i've pulled away more than I have previously. Funny how you feel like you have dropped the rope and pulled away, but then something else happens and changes your perspective to show that you haven't done as well as you thought you had.

I think she's softened a bit from our conversation on Friday, but honestly haven't interacted with her enough to really know one way or the other.