Have I been making mistakes too long part 9

[tkdmme]

Darknes,

If I knew she was going to leave in 6 months I would not want her to come back. I don't want to put the kids through that again.
And yes, this would be enabling her. She said that she hasn't decided whether to move back in or not. My messed up thinking tells me that if we were under the same roof, things might begin to change. I know this is flawed thinking.

The fact that she is even thinking of coming back leads me to believe that she is re-thinking the D. Also when we had dinner Friday night she told me that she found a birthday card that was sent to me by another woman. This made her mad. It kind of made me mad as well. There were several cards from my last birthday in my dresser drawer. She would of had to been snooping to find them. Again, this is another reason I think she is reconsidering D. Why else would she be snooping in my stuff?

I know im rambling im just torn on the whole idea. I want my kids home for sure but the idea of having such a negative person around all the time scares me.