I'm struggling with thinking about the past, such as the holiday we've been on, the good times we had. We used to go on holiday to the same place each year where the kids loved it, I don't want that to end.
Our Christmas things we do every year too, all gone.
I've resigned to the fact the marriage is over for her, but its upsetting thinking about the future and how different life will be for me and the kids.
