It's tough, I often feel the same ĺ, granted it has only been a week for me. My kids don't even seem to care that I'm not there. Keep yourself as busy as possible brother.

M:37 W:38
D:11,S:7,S:4
T:8, M:5
S:6/1/15 different beds
Physical Seperation 7/5/16
Startof NC 7/22/16