Well if he is hoping for me to file, he is going to wait for a long time, and with what happened in the UK recently I have no intention to file! Went out to a theme park with the kids, and we had a good time. What I found hard is even tough I know we had a great time I was struggling to feel really happy. It was only towards the end that I really felt at peace. Was a lot sad as there were a lot of families but I also noticed a lot of single mother like me.
I think the road for recovery is going to take longer than I anticipated as my brain is right on the ball but at the moment it's my heart that rules! I'm wondering why I still keep hoping for someone who wasn't good for me.
Also because he isn't filing and not introducing kids to OW, I feel it keeps me in limbo! I'm trying to get on with my life but I'm finding it so hard to come back home in the evening and having no one to talk to and share things with. I know everyone deserve to be happy H and OW, but what I don't understand is why he didn't split with me if he was that unhappy and why did she had to go for a married man. She isn't bad looking and I'm sure she gets a lot of attention from men, so why my H? I guess I'll never get any answers anyway!
