Being there to help v going dark:balance

[Surfer]

I hope you all enjoyed the trip to Europe! I took my iPad with me so I could read all of your inspirational posts. Has been quite tricky. My first holiday with friends after WW left with the children. Kept my head down and made sure I enjoyed in so I could GAL. I did enjoy it but did keep thinking of them.

I decided only to call the kids once - as I was away 4 nights only and managed that without speaking to WW.

Feel on edge a bit now I am home however so cooked a large paella from scratch doing my own stock - a first for me. Cooking and inviting friends over tonight - I think it's a new GAL thing.

I keep wondering 'what if' and 'if only' though. Does this go away - also perhaps my WW will be one of those stubborn types - most likely that won't see her wrong doing and will only blame it on me perpetually? I try not to worry about that but I do.