If i was a lighthouse i would be emanating blood red luminescence.

2 weeks ago i was Zen, felt good, detached. Then came neediness and sadness. Now its anger, i want to howl at the moon and maim the villagers.

I was on a good trajectory and let myself get derailed by guessing this and that and mind reading and just reacting to everything.

I need to start back from square 1.

Me31 W31 M11yrs S6yrs
23Mar16-BD
9Apr16-W admitted EA w boss.
27Jun16-W Changed job and promised NC w OM.
14Jul16-Continued contact w OM.Start of Separation.
24May17-Divorced.