Now I'm laughing as the kids just told me that H is buying a new car but hasn't got money to file! I had a great pampering day and I really feel good. I also realised that if I was still with H, I would have never been able to have a couple of hours to get my hair done. Usually I'd feeling guilty as I'd feel it wasn't money well spent when I could have spent it on the family, because now there is no family with H, I was free from guilt! Being separated isn't that bad after all! I have settled well in new house and neighbour hood. My kid are out with their new friends and it's nice to see that it's a good place for them!
