Seattle, Long time no chat... I see you finally wore out your fingers typing. Hope your healing fast.

It would seem I am back in the saddle again fighting for something, Im not sure what. It would seem I should have taken a page from your book and instead of pulling back, perhaps tryed to connect more on a loving way. She found my DR book while I was kicked out of the house and it seems she is saying I was manipulating her and things got worse when I was doing these things. I treated her like a great big experiment. Well low and behold she found fault in this.

Anyway Im sorry to see things are not turning for you yet. Hang,in there and keep at it Seattle, I firmly believe Im not out yet. The scars are deep in my sitch and would seem that way in yours. It takes time and devotion. Dont quit. You can do this. My W is starting to see the light I think and yours will to. It takes time, I firmly believe what we do helps, but the thing that they need is time to heal and move on. I think thats why its so important to take care of you. Be her friend and show her al;l the unconditional love you can muster and things will come around if they were meant to be. As ussual, I think your doing great and can beat this time in your life. Hang in there, your freind, Eddy, God Bless..