I have no choice but to concede and go with what he has said. Nothing I've said or not said, done or not done has an effect on this man. I've prayed for us, for myself, for him. He refuses to try, says he doesn't want to be married. And all I can do is concede.

Thats all I can do. I have not say or choice in the matter. I feel defeated.


"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."