So H came over last night and apologized and said all of these nice things that I've been longing for him to say. Even said he thought and has been going back and forth on reconciling with me. Then said he can't see how that would happen. Then said we will be divorcing and that is final and he will not be changing his mind.
He will not go to see a counselor, pastor, talk to our family, nothing. He wants me to move on.
So, guess that's it.
"Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways."
