darknes -- yeah, I guess I don't get it yet. I was just not going to go into it in that particular e-mail is all I meant. It's exhausting for me to even think about the possibility of divorce at this point. Do you think I should?

Reading your post, I realize I have no clue what to write.

Me: 46
W: 44
Married: 17
Together 21
D13; S10
BD: 03.03.15 (Not attracted to you)
Almost 2 years trying, alone, to save marriage
Status now: Divorced (effective 06.13.17)