As time goes by I go through this up and down phases, sometimes I am sad, maybe even depressed, sometimes I am full of optimism toward future.
More and more I think it will be better for both of us when we separate, child will adapt. Am I going the wrong way or is it normal to lose sight of saving marriage?
Yes, it's normal. Because the woman you SEE isn't the one you know. And likely not the one you want. You miss and mourn the woman you KNOW and want her to come back. Your emotions will def go through a roller coaster. That's 1000% normal.
Me: 35 W: 32 S: 4 T: 6 M: 4 Physical Separation official: 5/21 Currently: DR/DBing, Focusing on me and son
Cheating on a good person is like throwing away a diamond and picking up a rock.
