3 Months of misery

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I had a great 4th of July weekend with my boy. We took the weekend to take the 4 wheeler to the hills and just hang out. One day we spent with friends riding with them. We stayed at another friends cabin that he let us use for free. It was amazing to take that time for us. I was home for the 4th and worked a bit. Then a buddy of mine and I drove to Idaho and did a 30 mile bike ride. This GAL stuff comes pretty natural now. Now the ramifications. Upon return I was accused of partying for 4 days and she did nothing but take care of the home-front. She was gone for 8 days the week prior to watch her mothers house while out of town. Granted she had S13 with her for 6 of those. I would have rather he be with me. I did however that time see him at lunch and run him around as needed. I will not use my kid as a pawn. Not sure how this GAL thing is supposed to fix my situation. Her Dad takes priority right now. He was kicked out of his apartment for smoking in it, so while I was gone she helped him find a new place, and move him. Her life is so hectic right now. I am ready to be done with the drama and move on. Getting ready to hit the go button on the email I have drafted. It explains that I will be moving out August 1st. And that we need to discuss what my contribution to the household will be. I will be broke for a while until the house sells or she refinances and puts the mortgage in her name. I am ready to take my ring off too, not sure how to approach that, besides just take it off. She was a total B yesterday and today. She has never in 21 years acted like this, so funky but it is what it is.