Thanks doodler, I can always count on you for a good pick me up. I see that my IC cannot provide me Icees... That is unfortunate... Maybe a business venture for the future.
I think I'd said she struck a nerve, but I now think she has only revealed a true sadness that'd been hidden away. Am I being a wuss? I don't know. It's probably a good thing to feel something now and again as a part of this process. It's just strange that feelings of hope, have transformed into other, more definitive feelings.
On another note, W text me today and said she's going to retract/withdraw her requests for maintenance, and all other orders her lawyer has sent, and wishes that I will do the same. I'm unsure how I feel about this, I like having my lawyer as a buffer, and don't really plan on getting rid of her until this is over. I think she knows that if maintenance was filed, this would then become a p1ssing contest between the two L's, and while I have income to continue paying mine, she knows she does not have that luxury and $1500 runs out fast when L's a battling back and forth...
One a good note, she finally closed the joint checking account and opened her own. And asked if we could setup a meeting this weekend to go over some things: 1) she needs help financially, 2) splitting things for the divorce. I told her she just needs to let me know what she wants, and I'll make a decision on it, but we can meet if she'd like to. ---
I'm feeling much better in health, but I've been sleeping a lot, and not eating or keeping any liquids down, so I'm a little lightheaded, dizzy, and sleep schedule is trashed. I'm going to try to make it to work tomorrow and get things back on track, ...or maybe, I'll take another long weekend. who knows. I'm lying in bed watching Penny Dreadful right now. Still waiting for one of you to bring me that Banana Icee. See you soon!
