5 months & counting

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I know you weren't trying to be offensive. This is all just so hard and I just felt judged.

I feel like I am constantly making the wrong decision. Everything I do feels wrong. Whenever he comes over I vow not to talk about us, and the conversation always ends up there. I feel like he's never telling me the truth, so I don't ask questions but again, the conversation always ends up about us or about me thinking he's lying. How do I detach without being a bitch? Whenever I try to act as if, he says "why are you in such a bad mood?"