Struggling

[Imlucky]

Well time for an update

After no contact for 6months my wife called me and asked to meet me for dinner
The conversation was her telling me she still loves me and wants to start dating again and rebuild our relationship

Some observations from the talk are
She is happy I remained faithful and didn't sleep with another person,
She apologised for some of the things that happened
She is afraid I could end up being the one to walk

I'm still seeing a counsellor and we had started preparing for divorce I really thought she would never talk to me again my counselling had been about doing the work to heal and learn and be ready to date after things were finalised

I'm using this as a journal and a place to keep check of my progress
I'm hopeful but part of me is wary and scared of getting hurt again

Brad