I'm with Christine on the money. My only ongoing advice is that if you're going to go drak for a little bit, do it while your doing something else for yourself. I still don't think you've given yourself a real chance to "get away" from your sitch for a couple days. I know you can't shut it out altogether, but I truly believe that any reprieve (and not just w/Udog--as good as she is) will do you good and give you fresher ideas.