"We teach others how to treat us" "The best predictor of future behavior is... past behavior"
Being off work, sick, and completely out of my ADHD medication, I'm going a little crazy today. Quite a bit more emotional than my normal self, but not necessarily looking at it as a bad thing. I've been doing some writing in and out of my nyquil comas, that have come with some hard realizations. Not bad, but psychologically and emotionally unexpected.
I'm stuck in a loop of quote 1, and quote 2, and then back again. I realize I have a long road ahead of me. I realize the R with my W has been wrong for a long time, and I'm greatly responsible for the way it was shaped into what it is now. My IC struck a real nerve that I'd isolated and cut off for some time now. Self-Discovery, the new path, the future of now... I see very little of what I want, in any part of what I had... Maybe my lenses are foggy, but that's how I feel right now.
And guys, I am stuck in bed, can someone please bring me a Banana Icee?
