I Internet guarrantee that this will pass like flotsam on the sea.
Your determination and strength are legendary, know that this is one of those things, they are feelings nothing more.
Zues will endure, he has his children. Look back see how far you have come, how much contact and love you have for and with your precious and beautiful children.
A W may be not be for life but your kiDs are.
That is the essence of pure love. You have that and ithe shines from you.
V
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
