Thanks for all the advice

I do still need her and can't imagine not being with her.

I have found myself getting annoyed and angry with feeling like this, I just want this feeling to go away and it's giving me some strength when I get annoyed at feeling the way I do for so long.

I've stopped drinking alcohol and take more pride in my appearance now, I'd really let myself go when we were together and drank a lot.

That change has made me feel better in myself

Si- is there any signs that you W has started to chase you? Has LRT worked in that sense?

bigybiz- how has you sitch slided?