Thank you si

I wish she would move out but we are stuck in the house together until money is sorted.

She seems to be getting on fine with things while I'm left to wallow.
I've tried to GAL but I really don't have the motivation to.

Should I go to the family Bbq on Saturday?

Her dad says that I still have a chance and she's angry and wait til everything's calm.

Her mum says that there's no going back from this and nothing I can do to change things

I can't seem to let go