I have been on these boards for almost a year, and I have never seen you so down. I am so sorry Zues. I wish so much that there was something I could do or say to comfort you the way you have comforted me when I was at my lowest.
I know as well as you do that this state, these feelings and emotions are only temporary. Sometimes I liken mine to the seasons. I live in an area where there is changing seasons and I would never want to live in a region that had perfect weather all year round. There is so much to be said about the memories and occasions and lessons and experiences that are specific to each of them. So take this time to restore and to feel. One would have to be super human to not be affected.
You are defined by so much more than your job performance, earnings and status. I hope you recognize that.
