Working on me and letting it play out

[cbtdad]

Had a pretty good weekend.
Still finding it humorous that W is looking at houses for "us"
Both of us had to work on the 4th, but we got off and had some friends over for burgers and shot off a ton of fireworks. I love blowing stuff up!
Yesterday morning we kind of got into it a little bit. It wasn't anything important. I think it was just me being frustrated with this situation. I feel like I am pulling the entire rope. That I am doing all the work and not seeing the results I need. I know this is the patience part.
But in the end I hugged her and she actually let it happen and didn't pull away but leaned in
There definitely has been smaller physical contact lately so that's good. I'm not pushing that too much though. She will be done next week with her first semester of paramedic school and that should take some stress off.
This morning she text me to say thanks for taking S to camp.
I do 3 times a week, but that was first time she thanked me