Still here and need support 2

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You are on the right track with the GAL.
You are also doing well to enjoy the moments with your d. this is key, for not only you, but also her. Keep at it and enjoy every quality moment you can.

The sadness is to be expected. Continue to acknowledge it and lat it pass.
Take active steps to heal from he sadness. It is possible and with the work and efforts you can grow from this part of the cycle as well.
I will add that book to my reading list. It grows everyday, but there is so much out there of value and the more we read, the more knowledge and tools we will have for our progress.

I am here for you and look forward to your updates and to lend thoughts and ideas as you seek them.

Give your d a big hug when you see her next and relish each second of it.