First post here...just starting to GAL and 180.

[Buxom]

Basically, my switch is I have an MLC husband who has had at least two physical affairs, multiple EA on line and became alcoholic during A1 to cope with the fact he was as being a liar and cheater. I suspected for a about two years and I was right. Whenever I confronted he lied and I lost self esteem and trust in my intuition a bit more each time. I'm a 53 year old mess one year out from breast cancer with very little energy to do all this emotional crap.

I'm having a really low day today. He's been away all day from 8 am -9:30 pm and then doesn't ask about my day then sits on the couch with his Damn phone while I want to scream. But I can't scream cos I'm in 180 and I can't be the hitch he comes home too after spending time with ow ( I call her It) @ their AA mtg tonight.
I did go to all anon tonight and it just made me more angry that he's again letting his addictions rule!!!

Going to bed early to collect myself and end this pity party.
Good night.